Leaning back in a swiveling office chair at the Babcock Street firehouse, the young firefighter with bright green eyes jokes around with fellow jakes just back from an inspection while scribbling down his choice of burrito for someone going on a lunch run. Ask him about his impending deployment to Iraq, and he'll tell you he's not worried; he's done this before—if not in a combat zone—and he can do it again.
But the last time Cadman was deployed—working as a helicopter mechanic based in Kuwait in 2005—he didn't have two young daughters at home, or a wife who has to look after them on her own. Ask him about that, and you hear about the burden of being a family man and a soldier in today's military.
But of course, Cadman isn't thinking about himself.
"It's harder on them than it is on us," he insists. "We have each other."
Cadman has served in the National Guard since early 2001, enlisting some six months before two jets crashed into the World Trade Center towers on Sept. 11. He stuck with the job when his contract expired eight years later, even after the country entered two wars that dragged on through the decade. Now, at the age of 31, he's already half way through a full career with the National Guard.
And Cadman said he still loves it. He got more training after his stint in Kuwait, and will spend this deployment serving as a crew chief on a medevac helicopter with Charlie Company, Third Battalion, 126th Aviation Regiment, in the Massachussets National Guard.
The new job means Cadman will spend more time in the air, exposed to enemy fire and the ever-present risk of accidental crashes. Part of his job is to keep and eye on the rear propeller and landing gear, which he can see better from his seat near the back than the pilots at the front of the helicopter. The rest of the time, he'll be working side by side with the unit's medics, spiking IV bags and fetching medical supplies.
It'll be Cadman's first experience in a combat zone, but again, he's not too worried.
"If you watch the news, there's not a lot going on there, " he said with surprising confidence.
But much has changed for Cadman since his first deployment. His oldest daughter—a "post-deployment baby" he said, to the great amusement of the firefighters around him—was born some nine months after his return from Kuwait, and his youngest, Lizzy, is just four months old. Cadman spends plenty of time thinking about what will be happening at home during the year to 15 months he'll be away.
"I'm going to miss first steps, first words probably," he said. "But at the same time, she's probably not going to notice that I'm gone that much."
His oldest daughter, 3-year-old Abby, is a different matter.
"I'm not going to be around, and I just know she's going to be really unhappy," he said. "I worry about that."
Cadman grew up in Waltham, but moved to Brookline to be close to his wife's family a few years ago. He was still serving in Kuwait when he first took the fire service exam to work for the Brookline Fire Department and got the job not long after returning. He's now been working in Station #5 in Coolidge Corner for about two and half years.
Cadman said he was drawn to both jobs in part by the promise of camaraderie with his fellow firefighters and service members, but he also thrives on the feeling of helping other people and being part of something greater than himself. It's not, he insists, about running into burning buildings or flying helicopters over armed insurgents.
"I guess I give the appearance of a danger junkie, but I'm not," he said. "I haven't even gotten a fire yet."
Cadman isn't the first man or woman Brookline has lent to the military since the U.S. invaded Iraq and Afghanistan, either. Sandra DeBow, the town's director of human resources, said she couldn't release information about personnel who have served in the military, but estimated that at least 10 to 15 town employees have been called to active duty since the wars began.
The Fire Department, in particular, has sent several of its members into the military. Chief Peter Skerry said that at least six of his firefighters have served in recent years, representing every branch of the armed forces: Army, Navy, Coast Guard, Air Force and Marines.
Skerry said the fire and armed services have enjoyed a close relationship since just after WWII, when many returning veterans took jobs with their local fire company. And though that link faded over the decades, the chief said he's starting to see more and more firefighters with military experience in his ranks.
"Now we are starting to see a lot more veterans, the wars have been going on so long," he said. "For the most part, they make good fire fighters." he said.
Cadman expects to get his orders for deployment the day before Sept. 11 and could ship out any day after that. He'll spend some time at Ft. Hood in Texas before he goes to Iraq, but he doesn't know where he'll be stationed once he gets there, and probably couldn't say if he knew.
With his second deployment under his belt, Cadman will need to decide whether to leave the service to spend more time with his family, or continue another ten years so he can collect his pension. And though the extra money seems temptingly within reach, the decision gets more difficult with each day his daughters grow older.
But Cadman has no doubts about whether he'll keep the firefighting job that will be waiting for him, as required by federal law, when he comes back from his deployment.
"I'll be doing this until I die," he said. "I love this job."